Remembering the days

Un año a pasado
Un año sin nunca tocar tus labios
Un año sin tenerte en mis brazos
Un año no parece mucho
Pero para mi es una eternidad

Tears in heaven

WOULD YOU KNOW MY NAME

IF I SAW YOU IN HEAVEN?

WOULD IT BE THE SAME
IF I SAW YOU IN HEAVEN?
I MUST BE STRONG AND CARRY ON
´CAUSE I KNOW I DON´T BELONG HERE IN HEAVEN...

WOULD YOU HOLD MY HAND
IF I SAW YOU IN HEAVEN?
WOULD YOU HELP ME STAND
IF I SAW YOU IN HEAVEN?
I´LL FIND MY WAY THROUGH NIGHT AND DAY
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´CAUSE I KNOW I JUST CAN´T STAY HERE IN HEAVEN...

TIME CAN BRING YOU DOWN, TIME CAN BEND YOUR KNEES
TIME CAN BREAK YOUR HEART, HAVE YOU BEGGING PLEASE...

BEYOND THE DOOR THERE´S PEACE I´M SURE
AND I KNOW THERE´LL BE NO MORE TEARS IN HEAVEN...

WOULD YOU KNOW MY NAME
IF I SAW YOU IN HEAVEN?
WOULD IT BE THE SAME
IF I SAW YOU IN HEAVEN?
I MUST BE STRONG AND CARRY ON
´CAUSE I KNOW I DON´T BELONG HERE IN HEAVEN...

Mr.Brightside

I've realized that friends come and go. I try not to let my friends go but somehow or another they go away anyway. I don't know if it's something I do wrong, but it pisses me off. I guess I should stop trying because its useless fighting it. I kinda feel lonely sometimes, I really do. I know I have many friends and we keep in touch all the time, but if I don't talk to that one person I feel like my world is falling apart.

I know....it sounds like an obsession and I am starting to believe that. Can it be love? I want to believe it's love, but it's hard to love someone that doesn't talk to you and talks to other people and seems extremely happy, but, when you're around she seems uncomfortable and doesn't really talk much. That kinda makes me feel horrible because I remember once upon a time we used to talk a lot, hang out (in school mostly), talk on the phone, etc. Now we don't even say "Hello" anymore.

I just wish things would be the way they were before...

Ants

We all know that ants are the most annoying insects on the face of this planet (also including lice). Today I was playing football (also known as soccer) with my friends and then, all of a sudden, I feel the wrath of one of these little red motherfuckers bite my arm. I abruptly realized I might have step on an ant pile! I looked down and there was an orgy of tiny red dots on my shoes and pants.

I screamed and ran towards the bathroom, knowing what was needed to be done. I could hear the laughter of my friends as I ran into one of the stalls and quickly, but cautiously not wanting to be bitten once again by these foul minions of pain. Once I had my pants off I started to stomp on them, crushing their little tiny bodies in pulp >=]. I laughed in joy as I watched their tiny red bodies filled with life, withered into tiny balls.

Once I was done with my pants it was off to my shoes; I grabbed one and started to hit it on the floor, getting every single ant off of it. I did the same with the other shoe and once I was finished I felt relieved and went to Art class. Today was one hell of a day.

The Background

Wow, its been quite a long time since I last wrote in my blog. I guess my mind has been on other things than writing, I missed it though. Well not many interesting things happening in my life, just pretty boring. I went back to school today and had no motivation what so ever. I didn't do any of my homework and I was kinda scared of what the teacher were going to say but as usual they said nothing.

I guess they can't say anything about it, just how disappointed they are. I mean I am the problem and I am the one who should change. I've always heard people say that "The first step is admitting you have a problem" and I know I have one. I haven't been doing anything in a while and I know that will affect me later on but I don't know why I don't do anything about it...guess I am just kinda lazy.

Getting off the subject of school, I started to skate again. I love skating it gets my mind off a lot of things I don't want to think about. Its like a drug and I can't get enough of it, even though I do have the risk of breaking bones and such but that doesn't matter to me. I haven't played guitar in a while though...which I find kinda odd, but I am sure I am going to pick it up again once I have the motivation.

I didn't speak to her today in school. I know we fight almost every other day but as much as I want to stop fighting it's kind of inevitable because we both have so much things that we hide from one another that sometimes it just wants to come out and that leads to a fight. I want to tell her I love her (which I have never done) but at the same time I don't because I know what she has with her boyfriend is really strong and I don't want to cause their breakup. I just can't hold in these feelings any more.

I love her so much >_<