Sunday, December 28, 2008

Sometimes words aren't enough

Actions speak louder than words, that's what everyone tells me.
I've done a lot of crazy shit to show people what I feel, and was it really worth it?
Sometimes it is, but most of the time it really wasn't.

Never give up on what you believe in, that is one thing I have always told myself when times were rough.
But what if you don't believe in yourself?
Is it really worth believing in something when you can't even believe in the most important piece of puzzle, yourself?

Blah...I'm just talking shit..

Thursday, December 11, 2008

This is the end my one and only friend

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end

Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
Ill never look into your eyes...again

Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...strangers hand
In a...desperate land

Lost in a roman...wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah

Theres danger on the edge of town
Ride the kings highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, baby

Ride the snake, ride the snake
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long, seven miles
Ride the snake...hes old, and his skin is cold

The west is the best
The west is the best
Get here, and well do the rest

The blue bus is callin us
The blue bus is callin us
Driver, where you taken us

The killer awoke before dawn, he put his boots on
He took a face from the ancient gallery
And he walked on down the hall
He went into the room where his sister lived, and...then he
Paid a visit to his brother, and then he
He walked on down the hall, and
And he came to a door...and he looked inside
Father, yes son, I want to kill you
Mother...i want to...fuck you

Cmon baby, take a chance with us
Cmon baby, take a chance with us
Cmon baby, take a chance with us
And meet me at the back of the blue bus
Doin a blue rock
On a blue bus
Doin a blue rock
Cmon, yeah

Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end

It hurts to set you free
But you'll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Love Street

I just want to clear somethings up:
I REALLY like you.
No I'm not mad at you.
I just don't know what to say after what you found out yesterday.
Please forgive me if I made you feel uncomfortable because it wasn't my intention to do so u_u
All I wanted was to get that off my chest because it was bothering me and I didn't want to regret not telling you.
and If you have any questions, I'll be glad to answer them.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Shine on you crazy diamond

Yes I like you a lot
But you don't even notice
and if you do, PLEASE give me a sign
ANY sign with do lol

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

This one's for you Ragbo...


I can't really describe what I feel right now...
Ragbo was one of the things that made my dad happy
Now he's gone...
You really don't know what you've got till it's gone
and I'm going to really miss him.

I remember when he was a small black puppy
He was the cutest thing I have ever seen in my entire life..
I'll always remember him, because he was like a brother to me.
My dad called him his son with a tail.
I love you Ragbo, Bull, and Dad.